I am getting married!

Sorry for not updating since I was on a strike, LOL, not! Been quite busy really, hence I didn't update the blog.

Goodbye 2011, welcome 2012. Never too late yea? :D Last year was filled with much events and happenings, some sweet, some, well, I need not mention. Especially with the bf, we grew closer than ever after that.

Yes, I am getting married but the date itself, I'm not sure yet. The bf did mention about the plans of getting married, but when I asked him when, he'd just grin and say,"Just wait. When I say it officially, you better be ready!"

It kinda left me with cold feet! Seriously, I am sooo nervous still! I know, I like watching people getting married, but for me, oh god, its the big plunge that I am nervous about. Sure, I am so much in love with the bf, he is too, but I am just scared. I admit, I am scared of commitments, but with him, its the first time that my relationship lasts for more than 4 years!

Well, easier said than done, I've been trying to calm my nerves, and hope for the best that I won't chicken out.

A few days ago, I went to have breakfast with him, and before I said anything, he mentioned about the engagement rings ( he didn't want to get engaged at first but then he insisted that he wanted to ) and then renovating my room and such! I think I went white as a ghost because after that he held my hand and asked are you okay? LOL!!! And he went on talking about the plans. I think I went blank again soon after...ahaha :P

I just want a small wedding filled with close families and my friends. Let's just hope it will turn out well, Amin.

Wedding Jitters!

Well, I am anxious! I'm already getting the jitters. My bestfriends and those whom are close to me will understand. As much as it is, the wedding haven't yet been set to when exactly, but mummy wants me to get married sometime next year *shivers* I do love my baby, its just that, getting everything ready somehow drives me up the wall. I admit, I am scared of commitments, and my baby was the first person whom I've ever been able to commit to. LOL I think you can imagine, how anxious I am, I've already started surfing for wedding cakes and brides' bouquet! Talk about anxious plus being excited all out into one!!! Well, pardon, hehe the picture on the top left hand corner of this page, that's my bestfriend's wedding bouquet. I think I'd better start hunting for everything! Gosh!!! I hate this feeling!!!