Sorry for not updating since I was on a strike, LOL, not! Been quite busy really, hence I didn't update the blog.
Goodbye 2011, welcome 2012. Never too late yea? :D Last year was filled with much events and happenings, some sweet, some, well, I need not mention. Especially with the bf, we grew closer than ever after that.
Yes, I am getting married but the date itself, I'm not sure yet. The bf did mention about the plans of getting married, but when I asked him when, he'd just grin and say,"Just wait. When I say it officially, you better be ready!"
It kinda left me with cold feet! Seriously, I am sooo nervous still! I know, I like watching people getting married, but for me, oh god, its the big plunge that I am nervous about. Sure, I am so much in love with the bf, he is too, but I am just scared. I admit, I am scared of commitments, but with him, its the first time that my relationship lasts for more than 4 years!
Well, easier said than done, I've been trying to calm my nerves, and hope for the best that I won't chicken out.
A few days ago, I went to have breakfast with him, and before I said anything, he mentioned about the engagement rings ( he didn't want to get engaged at first but then he insisted that he wanted to ) and then renovating my room and such! I think I went white as a ghost because after that he held my hand and asked are you okay? LOL!!! And he went on talking about the plans. I think I went blank again soon after...ahaha :P
I just want a small wedding filled with close families and my friends. Let's just hope it will turn out well, Amin.
Goodbye 2011, welcome 2012. Never too late yea? :D Last year was filled with much events and happenings, some sweet, some, well, I need not mention. Especially with the bf, we grew closer than ever after that.
Yes, I am getting married but the date itself, I'm not sure yet. The bf did mention about the plans of getting married, but when I asked him when, he'd just grin and say,"Just wait. When I say it officially, you better be ready!"
It kinda left me with cold feet! Seriously, I am sooo nervous still! I know, I like watching people getting married, but for me, oh god, its the big plunge that I am nervous about. Sure, I am so much in love with the bf, he is too, but I am just scared. I admit, I am scared of commitments, but with him, its the first time that my relationship lasts for more than 4 years!
Well, easier said than done, I've been trying to calm my nerves, and hope for the best that I won't chicken out.
A few days ago, I went to have breakfast with him, and before I said anything, he mentioned about the engagement rings ( he didn't want to get engaged at first but then he insisted that he wanted to ) and then renovating my room and such! I think I went white as a ghost because after that he held my hand and asked are you okay? LOL!!! And he went on talking about the plans. I think I went blank again soon after...ahaha :P
I just want a small wedding filled with close families and my friends. Let's just hope it will turn out well, Amin.
